It was brought to my attention today that this podcast has been picked up and hosted by several other sites. Along with ourtupelo.com, Anchor.fm and Spotify, there have been other platforms pick up the podcast as of today. Google Podcasts, Breaker, PocketCasts, and RadioPublic have all picked up the show and if you have any of those platforms you can hear it. I was also made aware that Apple is pending – so we’ll see. I do have all of you to thank for that because if there were no listeners – there’d be no platforms. I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart – I promise. Enough of the sappy stuff let’s dive into to what is happening today and find out what matters to me. Well, I’ll tell ya what really matters and that is knowing that my bills are going to be paid. During this quarantine, I have had plenty of time to cultivate my conspiracy theories. One I’ve had for a long time is that I believe there is some invisible force that uses me as their own court jester. If there is a such of a thing as a crystal ball then the person peering into my life on the other end is having a field day giving me a hard time.
I’ve said it before that if there had been a most likely to fail category in school, I would have won it, but my picture and name would have been wrong in the year book. If I had been a contestant on the Voice, they would have turned their chairs around and kept going. I have to be one of the unluckiest persons in the world when it comes to good fortune – I’ve opened cookies at the Chinese restaurant that were empty. If you remember the good old days when you could be the 10th caller into the radio station to win something, I was always 11th. I think you get the idea that good fortune isn’t always on my side. The only thing I ever won that still, to this day – 25 years later, blows my mind; is the heart of my lovely wife. I still haven’t figured that out yet. I’m not complaining about that one though. This week, I tried to file for Mississippi unemployment because I am a private self-employed contractor. If you thought I was just being silly about misfortune – then you will be a believer once this podcast is finished.
Part 1
They say that the odds of winning the lottery are slim compared to say a satellite falling on your head from outer space, or lightening striking you. I’m sure I’m the guy that gets hit on the head by the satellite followed by the bolt of lightening. At the same time, while I am flopping around like a fish out of water after being tasered by God almighty – the wind will have whisked a lottery ticket into my wife’s hands.
This past week my wife and I both filed for Mississippi Unemployment benefits. We are both independent self-employed contractors in our businesses and Mississippi opened up their portal to those individuals this week. I filled out my portion and did all the pertinent entries and answered all the questions. When I finished it said that my benefit amount was 0.00. I figured as much. Then, I filled out my wife’s with her. All of our answers were similar for our current work situation. When we finish with hers it gave a dollar amount and said – full benefit.
Okay, is it me or did the satellite just hit me in the head? Okay, I know she is prettier than I’ll pretend to be. She’s way more talented. I mean, if she sang the phone book it would win a Grammy. I could master Mozart’s Queen of the Night to perfect perfection and Mozart would sue me from the grave. Am I alone in this? Of course, I am! How do you explain it? I would have thought it might be Karma (if I remotely believed in it) trying to slap me for something I did as a kid.
I started thinking. I must find something I can do to win so I will feel better about myself. It didn’t take me long to zero in on the youngest. He is 5’2 and weighs about 92 lbs. He is competitive so this beatdown would be perfect because he wouldn’t even see it coming. I challenged him to a basketball game. My sister has a basketball goal beside her house that has been lowered. That makes me feel taller, so I am already thinking that my misfortune is about to turn around. We take some time to warm up and shoot the ball some. I am knocking the bottom out of the bucket and that ensues the trash talk. It is my plan to verbally get into his head to give myself an advantage.
I give him the ball first. I didn’t want him to be too upset if I went up by 2 and not give him that opportunity. He misses his first shot and I score 2 on the rebound. I am feeling good about myself and I’m getting under his skin. The look as if this were a friendly game was wiped off his face when I went 4 then up by 6. It doesn’t matter than he’s 11 and I’m 45. I am in the best shape I’ve been in since I was 12 – so I see it as an even competition. He manages to take advantage of some missed shots I tried from too far out and now it’s 6-4. It didn’t take me long to go up by 6 more and make it 12-6. I don’t think Michael Jordan felt this good when he scored 50 in a single game. I am feeling unstoppable and took some quick outside shots that didn’t fall, and he manages to shorten the gap and make it 12-10. Next thing we know, I am up 14-10. The highlight reel should show how much fun it is to pretend you are Dikembe Mutombo and slap the ball across the yard when someone 7 inches shorter than you tries to shoot the ball. I was feeling like Hulk Hogan at the Saturday Night Main Event. Then, out of my over confidence I was talked into a rule change. My son says, “how many points can I get if I make it back here like a 3 pointer?” I said, “I’ll give you 8 points if you make it back there.” I had the opossum eating grin on my face when I said it! Then, out of nowhere he nails the shot and the score is now – 18-14. It’s okay – I am still in this. Then, after taking the ball I shoot and missed. He grabs the rebound and takes the ball back out and drives back towards the goal. He side steps me and I knock the ball out of his hands. He grabs the ball and drives at me again. There’s no way he’ll just shoot from where he is but then he does and nails the bottom of the basket – nothing but net.
He beats me – by 6. All the smack talk down the drain. I quickly realize that I will never be able to make excuses – ever – for the rest of my life. He puts the basketball under his arm and walks away. I’m standing under the goal saying – best out of 3. He says, “why?” Well, I don’t know that’s just what you say when you realize you just got beat by an 11-year-old. There’s nothing left to do but lay down right where I am so the satellite falling from outer space doesn’t have to hit a moving target. While I am lying there waiting on the satellite to fall on me, I had this other question come over me that still leaves me wondering. How did we play this entire game bouncing a ball and stepping all over ground underneath this goal – and not step into the dog poop I just laid down in.
Transition
It would be a great help to me if wherever you are hearing the podcast if you could just leave a comment and give me a like. This week I’d like to honor our medical heroes working on the front lines. To do this, I changed my Facebook profile picture to one with me wearing a mask. How about we all do this? Let’s show these men and women how much they matter to us by changing our profile pics on social media by wearing our masks! When you do make sure you use the hashtag #youmatter and let’s continue to support them.
An empty parking lot at the Dogwood Festival Market in Flowood, Miss. Businesses have been closed in the state to slow the spread of the coronavirus. Retailers will be allowed to reopen on Monday.
Gov. Tate Reeves, touting that the state is making progress in battling COVID-19, announced Friday afternoon he is allowing most retail businesses to reopen, but not such establishments as hair and nail salons, barbershops, spas, gyms, casinos and entertainment venues.
He said the close personal contact those businesses demand makes it unsafe to reopen them at this point.
Reeves called his new executive order “a safer-at-home order,” replacing a shelter-in-place order that has been in effect for the past three weeks.
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Gov. Tate Reeves speaks to media during a press conference Friday, April 24, 2020, at the Woolfolk State Office Building in Jackson, Miss. Gov. Reeves signed a new executive order establishing a statewide safer-at-home order to move toward reopening the economy.
“A safer-at-home order is not a return to normal,” he said. “I wish it was.”
State Health Officer Thomas Dobbs, who was in attendance at the Friday afternoon news conference in the Woolfolk State Office Building where Reeves announced the order, endorsed the governor’s action.
“This is a measured, appropriate step at this time after careful consideration,” Dobbs said.
Under the order, which begins Monday morning and runs until May 11, gatherings of 10 and more people still will be banned. Retail stores will be mandated to limit entrance into their stores to no more than 50 percent of capacity.
Restaurants still will be limited to offering pickup and delivery services.
The order is statewide, but Reeves said it will not preclude local governments from going further. For instance, if a municipality wants to close restaurants, that option would be available.
Jackson Mayor Chokwe Antar Lumumba recently said on social media “We still have ground to gain in this fight. Our current stay-at-home order is extended until April 30. This is not a time to scale back.”
Dobbs said during the past four or five days that the increase in the number of coronavirus cases appears to have stabilized. Still, on Thursday, the Department of Health reported 281 new cases, the second highest total for a single day, and eight new deaths. As of Thursday, the state had reported 5,434 total cases and 209 deaths.
“We are winning this fight, but the fight is not over,” Reeves said.
The new executive order will allow health care providers to resume performing some elected medical procedures. There still will be some limitations, such as reserving 25 percent of capacity for coronavirus cases.
Dobbs said some elected medical procedures can be resumed because Mississippi’s health care providers have not been overwhelmed with COVID-19 cases as once was feared.
Reeves said his order instructed the elderly, those with pre-existing conditions and those with weakened immune systems to continue to shelter in place and for other people to limit travel.
Reeves, who has been providing updates most days for the past month, continued to bemoan the impact the coronavirus is having not only on the state’s health but also on the state’s economy, especially on lower and middle income Mississippians.
“We are starting to reopen our economy,” he said. “It’s not a light switch that only goes on and off. It’s a dimmer. We can take measured steps to make life better.”
Last week Reeves allowed retail stores that previously were closed to start providing curbside services and he opened beaches and lakes, such as the Ross Barnett Reservoir. He said the new executive order could be amended before it ends in two weeks.
Reeves continued to maintain he does not have the constitutional authority to prohibit church services, but said he urges pastors to not conduct in-person services.
Vincent Creel, a spokesman for Biloxi Mayor Andrew “FoFo” Gilich said of Reeves’ actions, “’Stay the course’ is the message we heard. Right now, the mayor is focused on continuing to watch the numbers, especially locally, and crafting guidelines that will be in line with a responsible recovery, when the time is right. The most important thing is to make sure everyone is aware it will not be business as usual. But it will be business when the time is right.”
Mississippi Attorney General Lynn Fitch announces she is going to sue China on behalf of the state for the damage COVID-19 has done (following Missouri’s lead.)
Join us every day as we enjoy some great music from local musicians!
Thanks so much for tuning in to my segment of the Mayor Music Series! I had so much fun! I’m so thankful to be apart of such a great community! I love y’all!
Thanks so much for tuning in to my segment of the Mayor Music Series! I had so much fun! I’m so thankful to be apart of such a great community! I love y’all!
Incorporating basketball skills into Gray Spencer’s therapy sessions is one way Methodist Rehabilitation Center physical therapist Kollin Cannon, left, helped keep him motivated. Here, Spencer works on balance, coordination, strength and endurance with a dribbling drill.
Ole Miss basketball manager Gray Spencer doesn’t remember his horrific automobile crash on March 16. He doesn’t remember the emergency helicopter ride and the two-week stay in a Tupelo hospital that followed.
Young Spencer also doesn’t recall arriving at Methodist Rehabilitation Center in Jackson on March 31 – or the first few days of his 22-day stay. He doesn’t remember not being able to walk or talk or straighten his balled-up upper torso. He surely doesn’t remember his parents’ concerns – at first that he might not live – or that if he did live, what quality of life he might have.
But Gray Spencer knows he will forever remember Wednesday, April 22, 2020. That’s the day he “graduated” from Methodist Rehab, walked out of the place on his own, and returned to his New Albany home where he was welcomed by friends and family lining his street. Wednesday was his 22nd birthday.
“The most awesome day of my life,” Spencer said Wednesday evening by telephone from his home. “I can’t tell you how thankful I am and how fortunate I feel. I am blessed. I feel like God put his hands on me.”
Rick Cleveland
For sure, doctors, nurses, therapists have had their hands all over Spencer during a five-week period of seemingly miraculous recovery. When Spencer arrived at Methodist Rehab, he couldn’t lift his head or communicate – much less walk.
Says New Albany banker Bob Spencer, Gray’s dad, “We’ll be forever grateful to all the folks at Methodist. I remember several times in those first few days after the wreck crying when I’d be by myself, not knowing if I’d ever get my son back anywhere close to normal. I was just hoping against hope that someday he could walk with the help of a walker. It was slow at first and then it was like a light went off. The therapists started calling him Miracle Boy.”
Gray’s story of recovery is one worth telling – but first you need some background. Gray Spencer grew up a sports-loving gym rat in New Albany where he was a 5-foot, 10-inch shooting guard for the New Albany High School Bulldogs. New Albany resident John Stroud, the all-time leading Ole Miss scorer and Mississippi Sports Hall of Famer, has known young Spencer all his life and called him “a terrific high school player with a great basketball mind.”
Gray Spencer worked at it. He would make 1,000 shots every day before going to school. Some days he would stay after practice and make 1,000 more. He was tough, too. His high school coaches said he led the state in taking charges.
Nevertheless, there’s little if any demand for 5-10 shooting guards at the college level. So Gray, who wants to coach basketball for a living, decided the next best thing would be to become a manager. He was recommended to Ole Miss coach Kermit Davis, Jr., who says Spencer has become “one of the best managers I’ve had in over 40 years of coaching.”
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Gray Spencer, center, surrounded by Ole Miss Rebels players and support staff during a media timeout during 2020 season.
Davis says he is as demanding of his managers as he is of his players. “I want guys who are passionate about the sport,” Davis said. “I want guys who dearly love it and who will work. Gray is all that.”
In fact, Gray was headed back to Oxford from New Albany during an extended spring break (due to the pandemic) to retrieve some of his clothes and also finish a couple tasks at the Ole Miss basketball facility.
He was passing a vehicle on one of the few straight stretches of road on Highway 30 when he apparently edged to far to the left into gravel and lost control of his car, veered over a ditch and into a tree.
“His seat belt and air bags saved his life,” Bob Spencer said. “That’s a call you never want to get, that your son has been air-lifted to the hospital and is on a ventilator.”
Bob Spencer
Bob Spencer took this photo of his son Gray back in March during the early days of his recovery.
Doctors at North Mississippi Medical Center discovered bleeding inside Gray’s brain, surely from his brain crashing into his skull at impact. They opted against surgery, believing the blood would resolve itself. And that’s what has happened although it took weeks.
Clearly, Gray Spencer’s grit and pre-accident regimen of weightlifting and other exercise was critical to his recovery. Said Davis, “Gray was in as good of shape as our players. He’s a heckuva athlete himself.”
Just as clearly, his therapists played a huge role, from physical therapist Kollin Cannon, to occupational therapist Chuck Crenshaw, to speech therapist Taylor Miller. They integrated his passion for basketball into exercises to help him recover.
“We worked on shooting free throws to improve his high level depth perception and coordination,” Crenshaw said. And to work on his weaker left side, Spencer caught firm bounce passes in his left hand while balancing on an unstable surface. Therapists also had Gray dribble a ball with his left hand, so of course he started dribbling behind his back and between his legs. That may well have been what led to “miracle boy.”
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Methodist Rehabilitation Center occupational therapist Chuck Crenshaw puts Gray Spencer through therapy exercises to improve strength and range of motion in his trunk, neck and shoulders.
Remember, the wreck happened on March 16 before any social distancing and the like. When Gray Spencer regained his senses he found himself in the middle of a pandemic with everybody around wearing masks and gloves.
The extended spring break and the switch to on-line learning at Ole Miss is actually a blessing for Gray, a junior and a secondary math education major with a 3.5 GPA.
“His professors have been very understanding,” Bob Spencer said. “They’re giving him incompletes and letting him take his time. He’ll have until July to complete this semester’s classwork.”
Methodist Rehabilitation Center
Ole Miss folks don’t normally celebrate by ringing bells. But Rebel basketball manager Gray Spencer of New Albany was happy to ring in his last day of therapy at Methodist Rehabilitation Center.
Gray Spencer is eager to get started. “My memory is still coming back to me,” he said. “I’m having to put reminders in my phone about stuff. But it’s coming back. School-wise, I’ll start with the easier stuff and work my way through it.”
Physically, he’s still down more than 20 pounds from his pre-accident weight of 170. Home cooking likely will solve that.
The goal is to return to Ole Miss classes – whenever there are classes – and to his tasks as basketball manager – whenever basketball resumes. That’s all up in the air.
“That’s been a lot of my motivation – to be ready for my senior year,” Gray said.
And then?
“I’m gonna get my Masters, and then I’m gonna coach,” he said. “Coaches change lives. I know because my coaches have changed mine. I’d love to coach in college but I’d be perfectly happy coaching high school basketball and teaching math.”
Wednesday, he was just happy to be home – and to have walked into his house on his own.
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A GoFundMe page has been established to help the Spencer family with what surely will be exorbitant medical expenses. Donate here.
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Cassandra Rollins gazes down at her daughter, Shalondra Rollins, who died after complications of COVID-19, at the Jackson Memorial Funeral Home on April 15, 2020. Her youngest daughter, Tabitha, embraces her adopted sister Keda Woods. The family could not have a celebration of Shalondra’s life because of social distancing measures they must take to protect themselves against the virus that took Shalondra.
‘The Mystery of Death’
The story of Shalondra Rollins, the first person to die of COVID-19 in Hinds County, may tell us everything about why black Mississippians are hit so much harder by the pandemic
After her daughter fell suddenly ill, Cassandra Rollins raced towards the northwest Jackson apartment the morning of April 7th and found herself following the ambulance responding to the scene. It was traveling so slowly that Cassandra laid on her horn.
Three days earlier, her eldest child, 38-year-old Shalondra Rollins, received positive test results for COVID-19, a respiratory disease caused by the novel coronavirus. She had just started complaining that she “felt winded” that morning before collapsing in the shower.
“The ambulance was driving like it was a normal day, someone coming home from work,” Cassandra said. “It was no sense of urgency.”
Shalondra’s eyes widened when the EMTs told the family no one could accompany her to Baptist Medical Center as they loaded her into the vehicle. She said she would call them on her cellphone as soon as she arrived. They pulled away without turning on the siren or the red and white lights. Less than an hour later, Cassandra received a call from the hospital chaplain, who told her Shalondra’s heart had stopped while she waited for the hospital to find her a room.
Shalondra Rollins poses for a photo in November of 2017.
Shalondra was part of the working class; she had diabetes and lacked health insurance at times in her adulthood, factors that made her more susceptible to COVID-19.
But the family said she always managed her health well, rarely got sick and while she worked in low-wage jobs, she was moving towards a rewarding career in education — doing all the right things to improve her life.
And yet, she was the first person to die from COVID-19 in Hinds County, just as the state and nation was learning how the black community has been hardest hit by the disease. Despite African Americans representing less than 40 percent of Mississippi’s population, they represented 53 percent of COVID-19 cases and 63 percent of the related deaths through April 22.
Research shows that African Americans have less access to health care, but as the Rollins family say they’ve experienced, they also receive lower quality care when they do use the medical system, one of myriad factors leading to the community’s poorer health outcomes and younger deaths.
“This is the norm for us,” said Shalondra’s younger sister Sherrie Rollins, who spent several years struggling with the undiagnosed endometriosis despite constant doctor’s visits over the issue.
In Mississippi, black people are also nearly three times more likely to live in poverty and to be unemployed than white people. When people of both races live in poverty, African Americans are more likely to live in segregated areas with highly concentrated poverty, in neighborhoods where geography alone dictates that opportunities are scant.
As of April 22nd, 126 black people have died from COVID-19 in Mississippi.
African Americans are more likely to face COVID-19 exposure because they are over-represented in hourly jobs and essential positions that offer no option to work from home, plus they more often live in close proximity to others, in housing complexes and multi-family units.
These economic factors, plus the institutionalized and individual racism that perpetuates them, contribute to chronic stress that can wreak havoc on a person’s health.
“There are two hundred black people who die everyday in this country who wouldn’t die if there were no white-black differences in mortality,” David Williams, a professor of public health for Harvard’s T.H. Chan School of Public Health who also teaches African American studies and sociology at the university, said on a recent teleconference.
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Cassandra Rollins lost her daughter Shalondra, a special education assistant teacher and mother to two teenage daughters, due to complications from COVID-19 on April 7, 2020. Rollins believes the health care system did not treat her daughter as effectively as they could have.
Shalondra, an assistant public school teacher, first went to her primary care doctor, Dr. Timothy Quinn, in mid-March, after the pandemic had reached Mississippi, complaining of aches and chills. Dr. Quinn, who had just been tapped to sit on the city’s COVID-19 task force, diagnosed her with the flu and prescribed a Z-Pak of antibiotics, family members said.
Dr. Quinn said at that stage of the pandemic, providers struggled to acquire coronavirus tests and had limited testing to patients with specific symptoms. “It was not a lack of desire. It was a lack of accessibility,” Quinn told Mississippi Today.
Shalondra’s best friend, whom she had recently visited, also became ill and was tested for COVID-19. It took nearly two weeks for the friend to get her positive result back, at which point Shalondra got tested at an urgent care center.
The Mississippi State Health Department publishes the number of people it has tested and the much larger number tested at private labs — more than 54,000 by April 22 — but has not offered much demographic data to show who’s getting tested and where.
Shalondra’s family wonders how her outcomes may have been different if she had been tested for the virus earlier. Or if her friend had gotten her test results back sooner. Or if the urgent care clinic would have given her better instructions, possibly hospitalized her, after she eventually tested positive. Or if she had received more thorough care on the day she died.
That morning, Shalondra’s fiance, Kendrick Rogers, found her on the bathroom floor, gasping for air. Her youngest daughter, Makalin, who has asthma, put the mask from her own breathing machine over her mother’s face while they waited for what felt like an eternity, but was just under 12 minutes, for the ambulance to arrive.
“Can you imagine a 12-year-old in there trying to give her a breathing treatment and resuscitate her,” Cassandra said. “That’s where my anger is at.”
“When he told me it was the chaplain, I knew what it was.”
-Cassandra Rollins
When state officials began releasing the racial breakdown of COVID-19 cases and deaths showing the devastating impact on the black community, they attributed the trend to higher rates of underlying chronic illnesses among that population.
“This is not news. We’ve seen this before,” state epidemiologist Paul Byers said at a press conference on April 7th, just hours after Shalondra died.
The state’s COVID-19 data showed that black folks with heart disease represented the most deaths, followed closely by black people with diabetes and high blood pressure.
Shalondra, like her mother and 16 percent of black adults in Mississippi, had Type 2 diabetes, diagnosed just five years ago. But she was managing it well, her family said. She didn’t avoid the doctor and after a recent check up, Cassandra said, “she called me and told me, ‘Mama, my numbers were good.’”
“She wasn’t an unable body. We would play around the house, wrestle a little bit,” Rogers said, recollecting that she could hold him down so he couldn’t move. “She was very strong. She was very healthy.”
Diabetes makes people more susceptible to the virus and black folks in Mississippi are about 20 percent more likely to have the disease than white folks. Still, in Mississippi there are more diabetic white people than diabetic black people, and yet, among people with diabetes who have died from the virus, 80 percent were black.
The medical community’s approach to tackling racial heath disparities has been to find new ways to increase access to care, such as by allowing doctors to conduct visits with rural patients over video chat. But they acknowledge these are imperfect solutions to a problem sustained in part by economic barriers in the black community.
“Eating healthy is really expensive and eating unhealthy is really cheap,” said Dr. Javed Butler, University of Mississippi Medical Center professor and chairman of the department of medicine. “I don’t think we as a society have figured that out. You know, you can have a $1 burger, but you cannot have a $1 healthy meal.”
The emphasis on diet-related diseases brings into sharp focus the black community’s long-stereotyped relationship to food, in which socioeconomics, geography and stress play as big a role as what individual people decide to eat each day.
While Rogers said food was a source of comfort in the cash-strapped Rollins household, meal decisions were made consciously, limiting the plate to one starch, for example.
Federal legislation in response to COVID-19 increased benefits through the Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program so that recipients in Mississippi got almost double the assistance in March that they received in February.
Calvin Head, a black farmer in the Tchula area, found recently while delivering fresh fruits and vegetables to homes in his community, one of the poorest in the nation, that despite the emergency assistance, people are still experiencing hunger.
“One lady said, ‘I’m going to be honest with you, I had to trade my stamps in to pay my rent,’” Head said. “I’m not saying it’s right but what do you do? Your income is limited.”
Head, who runs a farming co-op in the Mileston community of Holmes County, has facilitated programs over the years to involve high schoolers in growing crops and provide locally grown food to residents. It’s one way locals are trying to disrupt the area’s faulty food system, which includes the many acres of nutrient-rich soil owned by white farmers and used to grow corn and soy, food for livestock, not local residents.
“We’re trying to find ways to make the food safer,” said Tchula mom Lucannie Commings, who helps the co-op distribute produce to a town that is 99 percent black.
At the town’s only grocery store, a glorified gas station, Commings recently purchased a package of taco shells, which, she discovered when she arrived home, expired in 2018.
Publicly-funded interventions for black families with chronic diseases greatly emphasize behavior, such as programs that teach parents how to grocery shop and prepare healthy meals.
“Targeting the low-income communities and changing their behavior is going to be where we make inroads and help us combat obesity in our state,” said Arnell Wilson, the state director of SNAP-Ed, the educational program within SNAP, formerly known as food stamps.
But this focus, researchers find, ignores the structural reasons families can’t access the food that keeps them healthy — whether because they can’t afford it or because it doesn’t physically exist in their neighborhoods.
“Having to live in a racist society results in disparities in health including diabetes, obesity and hypertension,” said Kilolo Kijakazi, an Urban Institute fellow. “This is not just folks making poor choices. It is folks having to navigate a racist society that creates these sort of health challenges.”
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Shalondra Rollins’s family members, cousin Erica Rollins, sister Sherrie Rollins and cousin Brenda Harris drop flowers into grave at Autumn Woods Memorial Gardens in Jackson on April 16, 2020 while Shalondra’s fiance Kendrick Rogers looks on.
Cassandra, the youngest of 11, gave birth to her first child Shalondra by cesarean section when she was 17. The baby girl was past due. “She didn’t want to come out,” Cassandra said, and even as an adult, “she was so attached to me.”
By the time she was 27, Cassandra was raising her two daughters, plus two nieces after her older sister’s murder. They lived in public housing in south Jackson, while the single mom worked at retailers and various state agencies.
“I come from a family where when I graduated, no one had graduated from college,” Cassandra said. “My mother was a poor woman, a maid. You didn’t have nobody to tell you about that.”
Shalondra, who helped take care of her younger siblings, similarly stayed in the workforce after graduating from Callaway High School in 2000. “She started working at 16 and she always kept a job,” Cassandra said.
Shalondra Rollins and her daughter Makalin celebrate her graduation from Hinds Community College in 2018.
For nearly two decades Shalondra held low-wage fast food and retail cashier jobs until, after the birth of her two daughters in 2005 and 2007, she found her passion working at child care centers. She returned to Hinds Community College, earned her associates degree in early childhood education in 2018 and got a job as an assistant special education teacher at Spann Elementary School in Jackson.
“She was gifted at her craft,” said Avis Lloyd, the parent of one of Shalondra’s students with disabilities. “Her kids have consistently talked about her while they’ve been out of school.”
Shalondra’s career move and the additional education — for which she had to take on student loan debt — didn’t offer her the economic mobility often promised. In Mississippi, assistant teachers can make as little as $13,000 — after a $500 increase from the Legislature in 2019 — and earn about $20,000 a year on average, both below the poverty line for a single mother of two.
Shalondra was still reliant on a patchwork of public assistance but through the public schools job, she received state health insurance, benefits she often didn’t have previously.
“We were struggling but we always made the ends meet. She always made sure the house was taken care of,” said her fiancé Rogers, an army veteran who was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder. “There were some periods where I couldn’t find stable work … She was always the one to say, ‘It’s going to be alright. We’re going to get through this. It’s going to be better days.’”
That seemed likely. Along with getting married and buying a house with her to-be husband, Shalondra planned to go back for her bachelor’s degree with Spann’s assistance so that she could become a fulltime teacher.
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Wearing protective masks at the graveside service for Shalondra Rollins on April 16, 2020, friends and family embrace. Their sister, cousin and friend died after complications with COVID-19 the week earlier.
In Mississippi, the average black household with children pulls $32,300 in annual income, less than half the income of the average white family. Black folks in the state are nearly three times more likely to be unemployed. Over 22 million Americans filed for unemployment in a month of COVID-19, more than 130,000 of which were in Mississippi. Even in better economic times, the number of people looking for work in Mississippi outnumbered the jobs available — a problem Congress could address through a federal jobs guarantee similar to the Work Progress Administration created during the Great Depression.
Income inequality is one reason for the even more startling racial wealth disparities nationally: For every dollar of wealth held by white families in America, black families have about 10 cents. Centuries of institutionalized discrimination, starting with slavery, Jim Crow, and more recent policies like redlining — in which banks strategically refused loans to black communities — has ensured these trends endure.
Without these reserves, black families are less able to withstand medical emergencies or economic recessions.
Black Mississippians are also 23 percent more likely than white Mississippians to lack health insurance, as they more often work for employers who do not offer the benefit. The working poor in Mississippi could receive coverage through expanding Medicaid, which would disproportionately help black residents, but state leaders have refused, leaving several billion federal dollars on the table over the last decade.
Advocates for the working class in Mississippi have had little success lobbying for wage increases or Medicaid expansion but continue to push intermediate solutions, such as helping low-income mothers break into higher paying careers.
Through coordinated child care and other work supports, the Biloxi-based Women In Construction workforce training program offers primarily black mothers a way to break into the better-paying advanced manufacturing jobs historically dominated by men. The students often say securing a job with health benefits is one of their main motivators for joining the class, said Program Director Ruth Mazara.
“It usually turns out that once you have that opportunity, you’re more likely to find a regular doctor and go to regular check ups and visits,” Mazara said, “rather than just trying to survive everyday and that being a lower priority.”
While higher education and greater wealth attainment has shown to improve a population’s health, racial health disparities do not disappear when you examine the outcomes of only the most educated and wealthy people in our society.
“There’s something else about race that matters profoundly,” Williams, the Harvard professor, said.
Evidence points to the damaging effects of lifelong racial discrimination on the body to explain disparities that exist in America even when you account for other social determinants of health, such as poverty and opportunity. Beyond bias in the medical system, African Americans experience stress at higher rates and greater clusters of stressors (“When they have one, they have another,” Williams said). Chronic stress is linked to higher blood pressure, weight gain, cognitive issues like memory loss and heightens the risk that pregnant women will birth their children too early.
Cassandra cited grief among her life’s greatest stressors. Her family has endured the separate murders of her two older sisters, the death of her mother to cancer, and her son, Tyler, died by suicide in 2019 while serving in the military.
After Shalondra’s death, Cassandra took in her two teenage daughters and she’s already preparing for hardships to come.
“I’m never going to be able to fill that void of their mother not being here,” she said.
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Cassandra Rollins walks her youngest daughter, Tabitha Rollins, out of the Jackson Memorial Funeral Home on April 15, 2020. The family hosted a visitation for Shalondra Rollins, who died from COVID-19 the week earlier.
On the afternoon of Shalondra’s visitation, close family members wore face masks and gloves as they gathered, consciously distanced from each other, in the parking lot of the Jackson Memorial Funeral Home. It had been less than a year since they met to mourn the loss of Shalondra’s younger brother.
Cassandra clasped her blue rubber-covered hand around her eldest sister’s as she walked her inside the funeral home, where no more than ten at a time could enter.
On a screen behind the white casket, against a hazy pink background after a slideshow of family photos, an Oscar Wilde quote appeared: “The mystery of love is greater than the mystery of death.”
The funeral home had chosen the inscription. While it may be true for others, Cassandra said there’s nothing puzzling about the love she has for her children.
“I did everything humanly possible while they were here as a poor mother raising her children,” Cassandra said.
Her daughter’s death, on the other hand, still doesn’t make sense.
Clarification: An earlier version of this article should have said the State Health Department publishes the number of people it has tested and the much larger number tested at private labs.